>>6431203jesus fuck my 11 yr oneitis did the same shit.
I finally worked up the nerve to make a move on her, made her cum, she said I was the only guy to make her do that from head, then cuddled her. She didn't return the favor, said bye, and that was 8 months ago. 5 months ago while on skype she told me we never dated because I was the only guy to make her feel that way, butterflies and shit and how she was always nervous around me and that's why she was scared to date me. She basically proclaimed her love for me. Might have even said it. I can't remember, we were talking alte. She said how she felt like it was easy, the easiest relationship she ever had was that night she spent with me.
That was 5 months ago over the phone and I haven't heard from her since. She wasn't just my oneitis, she was my a really close friend, and is my oldest friend. No fb, doesn't respond to texts. *shrug*
Hurts. Every female in my life is shitty. Even my mother.
I haven't had a single positive female person in my life in my life.
"I love you <3", she said.
>"...and?""...and then, I guess she just forgot."