>>7815888ask her if she wants to break up, and get it over with.
things will be OK, no matter what happens. you'll find another girl if you have to, you already found her so you'll do it again.
find stuff to laugh at, and stay in contact with you family. and if you're open to not being a materialist, enjoy some C.S. Lewis and find God and learn that you're never alone.
go for a nice comfy walk too.
life can suck, but it's also very beautiful. you can be happy.
you'll be ok man, no matter what