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I got my degree in engineering which was one of the hardest things I have ever done, I got a good job that I love, I work with great people who I am lucky enough to call my friends and hang outside of work with, I got into something called bouldering which really inspired me to finally commit to losing weight and have lost ~15kg so far, reduced my alcohol consumption significantly, reduced porn consumption significantly, started eating better and living a better life on the whole.
my mental health is still shit. some days I feel amazing, other days I feel like I am in such a pit. a lot of it stems from the fact that as im getting older (nearing mid 20s), I haven't been with a girl or had experience in that field and it makes me feel like less of a man, like I got left behind. I've been making strides in becoming better, but some days it really grinds me down. it might sound silly to other anons, and hopefully I can look back on this period of my life like I have done with other periods of doubt and anxiety and realise I had nothing to worry about, I was being such a fucking idiot, but until I can experience that and feel it emotionally and not just think it rationally, I am going to continue like this
