>>6424050I feel you mate. I'm in a weird relation with a girl which I love. She knows that. We meet from time to time, hang out, kiss, cuddle. But she doesn't want anything from me. When I try to talk about this relation she changes the subject. Yesterday was New Year's Eve, we went to the party. For the whole fucking night I was sitting by her side. She wasn't looking at me, talking to me. She was flirting with every fucking guy there. I'm sure that if I got up and left, she wouldn't notice. I'm going to work now. Hope to read your story when I get back. Take care mate.