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I have said it and i continue to say it: good men are left behind. be a bad one.
I was sexually abused as child, which caused me to go sexually beserk, when I hit puberty.
I was passed arround in school with many girls and a few boys.
I probably had 3 digit sexual partners before i hit 18. Don't get me wrong, I am not bragging. It was mechanical, I had all kinds of crazy sex, but not the actual deep satisfaction you have beeing intimate with someone you love.
When I was about 19 I understood that I cannot continue like this, so I tried to be normal. Find a girl, fall in love, marry, children, etc. The works.
I did this twice. Both times ended in divorces, with wifes walking out and cleaning me out (swiss divorce law).
Probably was my fault.
Than I decided to rig the system. I am back to mechanical. When I feel that I fall in love I walk away.
I am not happier, but I do not get hurt anymore. I am now 50, successful, not really rich, but I do not need to be stingy. None of my girlfriends are older than 40 and they are all attractive. Youngest was 24 when I was 46. Some of the try to kill me in bed.
Do not create your life arround women you will adore! Live your life, and flip of everyone who thinks she can catch or manipulate you.
