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@A lot of people on this thread
I know exactly what you guys mean. Ever since 10th grade when my parents asked me "what do I want to do with my life" I had no fucking clue how to answer, so I said "I don't know" which pushed them off the deep end so I've been lying about who I am ever since.
I'm a sophomore in college now, and I'm doing CS since it's easy, but I still don't know what I want to do with my life. Most of the time I just am reading books / manga / light novels to experience more points of view and prolong in the inevitable. I don't know if my mind hates me, but I sometimes think about committing suicide just to see what happens after death.
I can play instruments very well, I can code, I can be a cool dude to hang out, and I have helped a lot of people overcome depression and shit since I know exactly what to say. I know what it looks like to have a purpose, I've read hundreds of stories about different people with different paths, but I just don't get the point, I just don't.
