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IDK how to feel.
I had to leave a not-so-good relationship, in a way yes: my ex was overly controlling at times, but I really loved her and she did love me.
She had been abused in the past, so that probably explains some of her quirks.
The real problem is that I moved universities and that put a distance in between - initially she'd come over every other day (an hour by train).
That is until my parents found out (they thought we had left) and we had to break it off.
Dating out of your faith in the backholes of the world (I.E. in the middle east, even if it is a "westernized" country) is just too messy and dangerous.
On the one hand, I'm enjoying the freedom and I realize I wouldn't have had time for a relationship - yet on the other hand I miss her like hell, at least we still talk every other day, still good friends.
