>>7557574no youre not being melodramatic its the importance of your life. its never selfish to focus on yourself. or if it is, its not bad to be selfish. its good to hear you have motivations and inspiration and i hope you keep forward and working towards your dreams. i always like looking at lofi comments sections to help feel better about people and life. i hope you give yourself the benefit of the doubt and look for ways to help yourself feel happier. best wishes from one stranger to the other