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I am happy. As happy as I have ever been. So much that I am not sure how to deal with this, I am used to things not working for me. Last year I was miserable in a house I didn't want to live in, with a job I hated and almost no one to talk to.
Now I live in a nice house, with a better job. I even got a girlfriend I love.
I have never been so deeply in love with anyone. She is just everything I was looking for. I feel like I have found my rocket launcher.
Next year she will be moving to the UK to finish her degree and I want to follow her there. It should not be hard for me to find a job there, so that is not a problem. But I am not sure if I want to live there. Not my favorite country. I want to try, I will hate myself too much if I just let her go like that. I want to try. I feel like letting her go will be the worst mistake of my life.
I love her. I want to be with her.
