>>7038477This is a legit question: How old are you?
I have a similar experience since secondary school and I dont really think it's bad. Just keep doing the things you enjoy and don't think too hard about how you should feel. You probably just have no idea how to describe your emotions, at least that was what was happening with me. Im 21 now and I feel more in touch with my emotions almost every day, it just happens while gaining life experience. Also, don't be afraid to talk about what you feel with people close to you, you might gain understanding.