>>7892513Thanks anon! From what little info you gave, my two cents is that if it always seems like you end up beta, then your unconscious goal is to be the alpha +. In time you will get it, be it in your 30s or even 40s. You got this anon.
>>7891973Yeah, they're looking mostly for trade jobs. Check out Leidos company website, if you haven't already. Search for "Antarctica" in the job section. It's hard to get in for sure, the competition is there. I'm a bio scientist with military experience and I still didn't get it, when I had my interview. I'm gonna keep trying and you should too. Maybe we'll meet someday, anon. Godspeed.