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it feels dreadful to try and kill your love
the first love of my life broke up with me some weeks ago.
now im trying not to think of him every hour of the day so that I can slowly move on but I still love him, though I can feel this love drying up and dying more and more. it helps to remember all the ways in which he actually wasn't the right one, things you can only really tolarate when you love someone. Still, trying to end a feeling that made you sooo happy just a few months ago feels bad even when I know I need to
I know I can find someone that's better suited to me, but the thought of failing with this always comes back at night when im alone
what if I don't? what if that was the only chance I will ever get at love and now I will have to be alone forever?
