>>6780702So that's the point where I am at the moment. I can assure she stills see me in a special way, since she dump friends and other important people for less shit than I brought between us and she stills sticks to me. And that are words she said it. But I don't really know how to feel, if she says she wants it special but don't push it, or don't have time, or I don't know.
Really I only wonder fucking things right now, since it happened a few things more.
I'm a guy who doesn't want things. Not in a edgy-teen way. It is just I already have what I want (not in a my-dad-is-rich way, I wish) so I can't just "focus on improving" and even happy, I have a feeling for sad, bitter or melachonlic things, so when I hit sadness, I have no will to overcome it, and then "enjoy" the fact of being sad.
If this isn't the cuckest story you will ready today, I don't know what it is. . .
