>>5943896I absolutely love the night. I know exactly what you mean. I don't get a lot of sleep so I'm up during most day and night hours. It's a beautiful and mysterious time of the day.
>>5943983I won't try to bullshit you, I'm not familiar with libertarian views so I'm not entirely sure what your ideal society would be like. Capitalism isn't bad but I feel like it's also caused a lot of harm. I was raised Catholic but I kind of fell off that wagon so I can understand the difficulty in trying to identify with religion. It gets a bad rep from all the radicals, my church was never really like that. They taught evolution in my Catholic school, because science and religion could go hand in hand to us. Now I've just become agnostic because it's hard to entirely believe in an afterlife like how Catholicism depicts. I think a lot of my ideals come from Buddhism, which I want to study a lot more extensively.
>>5943986I'm glad that you involve yourself in creative works, it's the best way to keep the brain working. Do it for yourself if nobody else. As for your emotions, I wouldn't say you're a sociopath. Otherwise you'd likely be contemplating moving from killing small animals to killing people (that's a bad joke, not all sociopaths are serial killers - no sarcasm font). Seriously though, it sounds like you're getting some of the negative results of antidepressants and you should talk to whoever is prescribing them for you and see if you can work yourself to a lower dose. It might make you a bit more receptive to positive emotions.
Thank you for sharing so much information with me. I'm glad to meet you anon.
>>5944078I'm sorry to hear about your parents anon, I imagine that is extremely difficult to cope with. I hope you've come to terms with it and have worked yourself off the drugs. I think you should just take some you time to figure your life out and make yourself happy before you jump into anything serious. PT 2 -->
