>>6447897Furthermore, I feel disappointed at how content I've grown.
I often put the least amount of effort into my life because I feel like my efforts will be futile regardless. I've no doubt that I can achieve great things, but the idea that they'll become irrelevant to me once I die keeps me limiting myself.
I'm not saddened by my inconsequentiality, but I am made complacent by it.
I wish I wasn't.
