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I've been struggling with depression and self harming for many years but recently it's been really really bad. My best friend moved 5000 miles away and I'm super happy for her but also now that she's gone I've never felt so lonely in my life. My Dad passed away a couple of years ago, my sister has been mentally bullying me since I can remember and my Mom is getting old faster than I thought she will and we just get into more and more arguments about stupid stuff. There's been many times when I really wanted to kill myself but now it's not that. I just can't find any motivation to live. Being ill and broke doesn't help either. I just don't know what to do next. Even now, I sit in my car on a parking lot near my place and can't find motivation to go home, I just sit here and cry along with the rain.
God bless this thread because there's no one I can talk to ....
