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For the first few weeks it was really rough because she was scared and didn't know if she was ready for another relationship, but we agreed to take it slow and it's been pretty smooth sailing so far. One thing that bothered me a little bit is that she blamed her actions as "out of character" because of ego death she was experiencing at the time but seemed to not regret it. I think doing permanent emotional damage isn't something to excuse with ego death but I've never experienced it firsthand so I can't exactly say. I do have horrible trust issues and insecurities because of our past, and I need reassurance before I relax sometimes. I'm being very cautiously optimistic. Things really do seem like it's headed in the right direction though, I'm really happy again and so is she. I got a car and I got a better job with good pay. I guess the best thing to do is go with the flow, enjoy my time and don't get attached.
