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I keep fooling myself into thinking I know myself and what i want. I've come to realize thats not the case at all. I've been doing alot of observing of my daily habits and how i think I am vs how i actually am. I'm coming to learn I barely know myself at all. I catch myself reacting to situations I play out in a way I never would have thought I could make. For better or worse. I feel like I think my mouth runs faster than my brain sometimes and I'll catch myself saying some fucked up shit or working an angle. Thats not how I wanna be. I'm working really hard to be a better person but its so hard to be real with people all the time.
