>>6619024OP just watch some motivation videos:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qd4SRACGdrghttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZmAFMNmSKushttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g-jwWYX7JloAlso start lifting. Find what you want to do with your life by doing as many hobbies as you can find.