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I'm a freshman in college right now. I decided to go to a school halfway across the country and It's the best thing I've ever done. Since we are talking about romance: For the last four months I've fluctuated between having a crush and being hopelessly in love with this girl I know. I know she doesn't feel the same way because she tells me about the guy she likes, he is just using her for sex and she knows it but likes him anyway. She's had a tough life and is just as fucked up as anyone but isn't afraid to admit it, I think that's what initially made me like her. We are pretty close as friends and I really care about her but she has no idea I ever had feelings for her. I know that I am also fucked up and right now I think a relationship would just end up hurting me. I just want to tell her without making things weird.
But hey, shit could be a lot worse, always remember that.
Stop and appreciate simple things like the roof over your head and the people you care about and stuff like microwaves, I mean, holy shit they are like magic. Go outside, feel the air, spend some time being present. And if you ever feel alone remember that everyone can relate to suffering.