>>7346827feel like i'm in a wave pool 24/7 (severe dizziness), constant headaches that go from disabling to excruciating every now and then, occasional mental fogginess, terrible short-term memory, extreme trouble focusing, trouble finding certain words, fainting due to my blood pressure getting way too low now for some reason, nausea/vomiting, motion sickness, worsened depression/anxiety, executive dysfunction, etc
there's probably more that i can't think of right now but i feel somewhat fortunate. i retained my intellect and most of my personality is intact and i feel as though i could probably recover and be at least functional with years of effort.
i also feel fortunate because i was working myself to death ever since i graduated high school. so even though i'm jobless and poor and disabled now, at least i can focus on getting to know myself in a more spiritual way (for lack of a better word, i'm not religious).
idk man shit will be alright
or it won't
the world will keep spinning
have a pape, friend
