>>6947984I hope you are in a better spot then you are previously. It seems that for people like us its only a matter of time before stuff comes back and we return to that hole. The year has been bad for me too with falling grades and parents divorcing. Finally figured out that depression could be responsible for my feelings and now I go to see a therapist but she's pretty useless and superficial as far as I'm concerned. It doesn't matter because it seems to little to late academically. I've managed to avoid self harm, but picked up smoking instead. I had it all at once with the probability of getting into a good uni for free, and now i find myself scrapping the career paths I want to pursue for ones that I know will earn men money no matter what kind of uni i go to. I would say that it would get better, but in the back of my head the doubt grows. I've never been religious or believed in god but now i wish i did oh so badly. I wish I could leave and go to some chaotic hellhole in the world where they don't care who you are or what you want. Traveling or rambling would keep me moving but more importantly keep me away from my family.
Un par de zapatos una vez dicho que todo el mundo es mi amigo.
