>>5964243What goal is that anon? Sometimes going it alone can be good, but it's always nice to have support. Just remember that not everyone is holding you back.
>>5964244To be entirely honest I don't know, I don't study architecture in a typical way. I find something architecturally beautiful and I look into it's making and history. To me it's no different than art; in fact comparatively to some modern art I'd say it's more art (aka piss christ). Just observe the world around you if you're curious about getting into it, there's a lot of architecture that's impressive when you think about it when we often don't even think about it at all because it's always been there.
>>5964298>>5964244This works as well if you're interested in delving deeper beyond self discovery.
>>5964340I couldn't imagine the thought of boarding one of those ships that day, knowing your odds of survival aren't good and you're basically just going to be cannon fodder. It's true, nothing you'll ever do will ever have to be worse than that.
>>5964499Life is always a series of dealing with problems, how you handle them is up to you. It sounds like your life is going to be going pretty well regardless of whether or not she's present. So don't base your happiness off of someone else, base it on yourself. Take some time to recover from this and learn to be happy again without her. Then get back out there and show her that she did throw it away for nothing. Make another girl happy and don't look back, because I promise she will and when one day she sees where she could have been, she's going to regret it.
