>>7694249Life might never feel all that much better, but if you develop some hobbies again you can at least make new friends. With those friends, even if it's just a few, you can get better socially. It might take you a decade, and I won't give you some bullshit optimism as a lot of it comes down to anxiety and brain chemistry, but you can make yourself at least a little happier and semi socially successful.
We're only here for a minute, and a lot of that time can be painful and overwhelming, but only you have the choice to at least ATTEMPT to live with no regrets. And sometimes, just sometimes, things do turn out much better than expected. In those brief moments, all the bullshit you've been dealt will almost feel worth it.
Also, research and invest in crypto. Getting rich will help ease your burden a bit.
