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I feel like this is the only place where I can be truly honest.
I love her. I have been in love with her for so many years now. I should have asked her to date me when I had the chance, and I have had many. Now I have another one. I will not let this one go. Even if she rejects me, I can't stand the regret of not trying. Not anymore.
And even if she agrees, leaves everything and come to me, I have no idea what to do next. But I need to try, for the sake of both of us.
Of course I can´t forgive everything she has done to me, the logical move will be to tell her to get out of my life and don't let her ever come back. But, I can't do that. And I definitely don't want to do that. I love her, that's the only honest answer I can give right now.
I will try it. Even if everything goes horribly wrong. I cannot ignore the fact that I love her anymore. I can't stand not trying it.
Wish me luck anons. I love you.