>>7498541Read closer, teaching from stories in the bible are different than believing in God. You can learn from fictional stories that have a meaning derived from the struggles of other men. I'm not saying that you must read the book, I still have yet to get past halfway, but, I would not discount it over something as trivial as using a common story to explain high points.
>>7497458It is hard to hold yourself accountable when school or a job is not. Perhaps write down a few goals you want to complete. Try looking at them each day and think about what you can do today to get a little closer.
>>7497332I hope you can power through this last year anon. I believe in you. For me what helped was channeling my frustration into work. My motivation was to prove her wrong. Prove to myself that I can be physically and mentally fit.