>>6760303signed back up for college less than a mile down the road, gonna try to plug away for a year and transfer somewhere. Realized that I hate sitting around everyday waiting for something to happen, so I might as well try again.
Still lonely tho, turning 21 in 3 weeks, living in a new city so no friends at all, gained 30lbs this year, living with parents. I feel like giving up often, so I make non-existent promises to women I'll never meet to give myself motivation to keep going. Pathetic really, but I've wasted so much of my life already and I'm propelled solely by the fear of being confined to a life of quiet desperation if I fail.
yea
