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In a weird place right now. Just got my own place, just got a real job at a company I've always wanted to work for, in the field I wanted to work in, I pretty much have a lot of bases covered, which is comforting. On the other hand I've lost 4 friends to heroin in the last 2 years, my favorite college professor, and close friend, died recently saving two drowning children from the ocean, there are stark divisions growing between me and certain members of my family, I'm struggling to make new connections, I feel... idk, privileged, but somewhat directionless. Friends are dying all around me, or getting married and having kids, and here I am, stoked to have an apartment and a job in my field, but no love interests, losing friends, losing family. Did I fuck up somewhere along the way? Do I just need to wait this period out?
Idk, time will tell, I suppose. I love this board so much. Thank you, anons.
