>>7790150Feeling the transition into the 30s particularly hard since May. Im in crypto and I had over $1 MM in May but didnt sell because I thought it would still keep going. Its recovering a bit but my mood took a hit the subsequent months. Im not upset about not selling so much as I have to waste months more until another bull run. I see people I know from school taking flying lessons and studying space and those are things I wanted to do when I was younger but I cant now because I feel like im financial trapped. I had a chance to get out of the trap but hesitate and im stuck again until the next opening. Im almost 30 and Im still overweight, I also desperately want to work on my art skills and I feel my energy and spirit getting sapped by having to wage every day. Im scared that Ill be 40 and never have gotten the chance to be an artist or a pilot and ill still be stuck waging. I feel like the ship of joy is setting off and im stuck at the port watching it go without me.
