>>7598257Making my bed in the morning, trying some hobby, good advices, thank you.
After being educated in the 90s-00s, where the dogma was "you are destined to be a high-IQ snowflake who'll unleash hidden potential to change the world", realizing I'm just a normal guy without superpowers in an unstable world, it's hard but so late, so much wasted opportunities.
I did study biocomputing in the 00s but I feared of the consequences of my acts if I worked with unethical companies (the only obe with the money to recruit at the time) so I sabotaged my uni and switched to lobotomizing webdev.
Now I would be gaining a lot of money working in neutral-ethical biotech as a data scientist, but the whole computing workfield is sickening me now, I feel handicapped in the most funded sector of the era.