>>7466247If you can't stop remebering him, maybe do voluntary work(the thought of helping others makes you involved in others suffering, and less in yours(and you help)).
>>7466046Good luck anon, yet, remeber to stay focused on yourself, so when and if things go bad, you don't have to mourn.
>>7465944I don't know if I feel exactly the same, as I had parents, but the problem was more that they don't know me even if we live together, but something that might help is developing hobbies related with yourself, maybe producing music yourself alone, and being a tad more egocentric and just living life in a smaller scale, as you've been left out of the way of life the majority of people live, thanks to their "normalcy". Maybe don't focus on will he regret kicking me out and more on will i regret not continuing on as myself?, sorry if it wasn't that useful.
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