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18 male Aight, buckle up if you're interested, cause this is gonna be rather long.
I'm finishing up highschool, and almost all the way done enlisting with the navy as a nuclear engineer. I'm really intelligent, i wont lie, but I'm a perfectionist. That sounds like a good thing, but it's really led me to the mindset that i just won't do something unless i know that i'll do it perfectly, so i just don't do practically anything of value. I come from a midleclass family, with parents that fight a lot, my dad's got pretty bad seasonal affective disorder, so he'll be really cool and a great dad, then suddenly blow up one day and just fuck shit up, then the next day be back to cool dad. They'd probably have been divorced years ago if my mom didn't grow up with divorced parents and fervently wish to avoid afflicting that on me, but i sometimes think that it would have been the best if they really had just cleanly cut their relationship and set each other free. I also inherited my favors issue to an extent, but I'm better at controlling it than he, and if i sense a bad day coming on, i just pull back from people till i feel it pass.
