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I am starting an internship on monday. Second internship I'm doing this year. I did a bootcamp where they were supposed to BY CONTRACT find me a decently paying job 18k€/year (yes im in an europoor cunt) but it just looks grimmer each day. The internship Im starting is in their own facilities, so it just feels like they said "we will never get a job for this useless cunt, so lets hire him here after we check that he is not totally incompetent".
Also Im 27 and have no drivers license and live with my parents. Even tho I have an amazing gf and I know I will never find anyone who shares so much interests with me, I keep thinking I dumped all my time into her and didn't do things for myself. So I basically "sacrificed" my teenage years to build the basis of a family, but I don't have anything to actually offer her and I even feel like I'm dragging her down.
I dont have savings, I do have plans for the future but how am I gonna realize them? Im getting fat and I smoke too much weed too. Finally I have dermatitis and when I worry too much or start having more anxiety than I can handle my skin start getting fucked up, so I am eternally medicated with corticosteroids and other chems.
