>>6155373Wow. This is like looking at myself in the mirror when I was your age. Dude, life fucking sucks. When you are young and you see nothing but shit in your future and present, you feel like there is no hope.
I grew up in a shit home. I was told I was never going to do anything with my life by my teachers because I'm not good enough and don't care about school. YOU ARE FINE THE WAY YOU ARE. It took me a long time to figure that out. I'm 21 and my shit is STILL not together, and probably won't be for a while. But dude, do NOT give up hope. You will do something in this world.
Someone recently told me that we all matter because we are here. It doesn't matter if we go and win the lottery or just sit on our computers and browse ol' 4chan. We are here, and that is all that matters. What you do with your life is your own doing. Do not think lowly of yourself. I have for a long time, but dude, you know you are a good kid. Shit, you listen to Pantera. I was still listening to fuckboy shit when I was your age.
Also you posted a Cowboy Bebop wallpaper and that is also reassuring. You'll be okay kiddo.