>>7172515You think about something else in stead. Can't? Force yourself by engaging with something. You say you're unmotivated? Well you want to feel like you want to live again or you wouldn't have made this post, that's motivation.
Get a hobby, there are plenty of free ones, go outside get some vitamin D, it's spring now, the daffodils have blossomed and the chamomile and hyacinths are not far behind, life is warming up and stretching after an uneasy slumber, lose yourself in its current and become a part of something bigger, take lend of its strength and make something that's your own.
Don't waste time trying to understand what you are or what life means, force the answers to these despairing questions to make themselves apparent and manifest through your actions.
Then you'll have not peace, but the right kind of trouble, and that's as good as it gets mate.
