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Back home after finishing school for the year, kind of a weird combo of comfy and unfulfilling. I feel lazy because I'm mediocre in my program and I spend all my time on hobbies and I haven't ever dated or fucked even though I'm almost 20 but I'm hopefully gonna specialize in something I'm good at next year so idk maybe it's a good thing. I don't wanna get a job though because I'm lazy and I can feel my anxieties creeping up on me. Nice to just write this stuff down though, thanks op