>>5893105I've been there dude and these past 2 years haven't been easy. I'm not going to white wash it; there's no quick cure, no immediate remedy, and no easy way to get through it. It's gonna take time and that's all there is to it. Some days will be easy and others you'll be right back in that pit you're in now. But you're gonna wake up one day and realize you spent all that time pitying yourself and wallowing in sadness and be ashamed that you ever could let someone who you thought cared about you, hurt you so much. This is not the end, but the opening of an opportunity to find what makes you a badass sonofabitch. You're one tough mother fucker who will be sad for now, but will one day come back stronger than ever. You're gonna make it OP.