>>7058743Fuck. I wish I could feel like you do for at least... One minute. Since my father passed away in January I've felt numb... In a booze haze the entire time. I'm still paying off his funeral etc... I put that mask on at work. That happy go lucky me... But I doubt if I'll survive this year. But I hope I find what you're currently feeling right now again, never mind how slim it is.