>>5585854That shit on your shoulders, you've been holding it for how long now? That is a testament to how strong you are.
People often belittle problems as being small, insignifcant or meaningless. Thing is, pick up a brick, it doesn't weigh very much huh? Now hold that brick at arms length for an hour, it starts to hurt pretty bad don't it? Then hold it for a day, then a year, then years on end. Its not the weight that gets us, its how long we have to hold it for.
You've held your weight for a long ass time I bet, and that makes you much stronger than you give yourself credit for. If you can do that, I am positive you have the strength to do much harder things over a short time.
You are merely lifting your brick from one shelf to another, and the longer you spend between shelves, the harder it gets to hold it at all. Push hard, break through, rip your muscles assunder and tear your sinews anew. It may hurt like fuck, but its better than death, and its better than the endless helplessness.
Rip it up, the world has made you its bitch, its time to return the favor.