>>5675880sorry for being party-pooper, but nothing is in your hands and you control nothing.
Sure, you can have your own taste in music, wear what you want and whatever.
But when it comes for being "free", you can't do anything.
You can't just quit your job, run away from all the responsibilities and find true happiness in everything you do. It sounds depressing, but as long as you're not a rich pig who won the game, you can only sit everyday at your job, or in class or whatever, dream about the freedom you'll never have and hope that someday you will be free.