>>5832485Getting over the end of an approximately 2 year relationship myself. Summary: We were going to be friends, and it was a tad awkward at first, but then at about the 5 week mark, I started feeling depressed, my last living grandparent died, and then she told me she started seeing someone else. I didn't talk to her for 3 weeks, and then a text she sent sparked me to go off on her, say she can find a new best friend, shouldn't take her more than 5 weeks (lol), and that i no longer wanted her to be a part of my life. That's because I feel that getting with someone else that quickly (given the duration of our relationship) was un-fucking-acceptable and i would never be able to recover from that pain enough that a friendship with her would ever be a possibility. It's been a tough time, and i lay awake at night still angry with her, but I'm getting better. So, i can only imagine that what you're going through is about this multiplied by three. I feel you, man.
Personally, I'm trying to focus on improving myself - become more skillful. Watch:
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The way i take it is that the world wants/needs you to be skillful, that you are to the world what you can do for the world. I'm working to develop more skills - idk how to cook, so I'm gonna fucking learn. I can't drive a manual transmission car, let's fucking learn to do it then! be more useful with your life, progress humanity, at least help those around you! I hope you get where you need to go, OP. things will get better - once one has hit rock bottom, the only direction to go is up.
Explanation of picture: even life and beauty can flourish in the most desolate of places. You might be in a desolate place now, but that doesn't mean you can't still live your life to the fullest (although, things may be a little more difficult).
