>>6103189>>6103278This is my place now. For some reason ops pic stirred up some memories. Fuck it. It's story time faggots.
At one time in my life I was severely depressed. I had dropped out of college, my father had died, arguments with my mom etc etc. I was a big failure.
I moved into a shitfuck apartment. I stopped going out. Quit my job at a local movie rental place, stopped seeing family etc etc. I remember I got so sick one time that I was delirious. A family friend dropped groceries off in front of my door because I didn't want anyone to see inside my place.
Anyway, the ops pic reminds me of that apartment. It literally, towards the end, had thousands of gnats. I would open beers up because they would go inside the can and die in catastrophic numbers.
I had legit trash all around my shitty computer desk and shitty chair that I got for like 5 bucks. The trash piled up for weeks and months and literally made it difficult to move around.
I didn't have clean clothes, I never cleaned my bed. I finally just started staying naked all the time.
All I did was wake up, smoke cigs, look at 4chan, watch movies, play video games, jack off.
As I remember back it all happened so gradually. It truly was a frog in progressively hotter water type of situation.
Since people were questioning how this kind of thing can happen, there you fucking go.