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No matter how unusual, how odd, or how unique you are as an individual it is virtually guaranteed that you find someone who suits you. "
I did, after waiting for 18 years. Then, after six years, they divorced me. It really surprised me and laid me low.
I'm 49; I don't think I have another 18 years to wait.
Sure, there are seven billion people. That means that billions of people could still fuck me over like that. Billions of other people could make me feel secure, then break up with me like we were 16 year olds messing around and it is no big deal.
The "sexual titan" part isn't the problem; She even admitted that the last few times we "made love"(from my point of view anyway), she was just using me to get off but felt no emotional connection. I'm still not sure if I should feel good or bad about that.
Its not that I don't think it could happen again, its that I think it COULD HAPPEN AGAIN; That was only my first divorce, but I don't think I have another one in me. I'm making it through, but I don't wan to do it again.
Two weeks earlier, we were on the sofa and she was saying, "I love you very very much!" So its not even like you can see it coming.
