>>6378384Sounds like something I went through for a while. There was this girl I liked, I knew she would never like me the way I would have wanted, and a small part of me said she wasn't good for me anyway, but the the brain is a stupid organ sometimes and the crush remained for years. It was pretty bad, I tried just being her friend, it was hard, it was hard not getting jealous of the men in her life and being overlooked, I even put up with a bunch of shit that I shouldn't have (mind games of hers and being used). Then one night we were all celebrating a "friend's" birthday, we had all gotten drunk and gone to a bar at the beach, I went to talk with some other friends in an adjacent room leaving her alone with some scrawny guy she met at the bar, five minutes later I come out with another friend for a walk and some fresh air and there they are fucking in the middle of the living room. After that I kind of just stopped giving a fuck about her and about any other girl that came into my life. Point is, you need to let go before you hurt yourself, it's hard but it's for the best, there's plenty of pussy out there besides hers.