Hello friends. I've been lurking this board for a long time. Recently, I've hit a dilemma of faith. I've accepted that I'll never be happy in this life. For it is devoid of purpose. I have no great mission. However, I'd like to be happy after death, doing what would've made me happy in life.. Now I believe in God, but to me, he is nameless, faceless, and infinite. Does that and can that fit the Christian view? Am I a Christian? Also, papes of faith. (preferably mobile)