Hey fellas sooo im in love (yay) she cares about me apparently but she just doesn't want the same like we've done stuff together and we both consented to it but idk she just doesn't want to do anything with it and to top it all off shes my best friend and pretty much my only real friend and same goes for her with me. Basically we are very close for just "friends" oh yeah she has a boyfriend and he doesn't know any of this so yeah shes gone out of her way multiple times and SHES the one that started it and I guess i fucked up and found myself caring about my best friend a bit too much because now I officially sad again shes taking depression meds to cope and im contemplating a lot rn so idk send me sad shit!