OP here, thought this thread was archived, I'll give an update even if nobody is probably on the thread.
>>7061512Nah, toxic habits go against my values. Sometimes my sleep schedule may be off and I do spend lots of free time on the internet. Aside from that, I think I am recovering now that I've rediscovered faith and reinvigorated my determination to excel, rather than constantly put myself down and think of myself as worthless.
>>7063338Trust me, each post can speak volumes sometimes. Thanks.
Also leaving a pape that I just found.
>>7061862Recently went on a camping trip, did take my mind off things.
>>7061734I don't know, I was in a pretty bad shape, but now I actually feel much better than I had in the previous months.
>>7061469 Not clinical, I decided to break out of the self-destructive shell that I put myself in. Going to get a gym membership later this month.
>>7061196Oumf. I'm terribly sorry to hear that anon. And I agree, things will be better for all of us.