>>7375554I'll translate.
"I have an unhealthy relationship with my parents, and the opposite sex. I was emotionally or physically abused as a child, so much so that I interpret negative interactions as a form of love and interaction. Therefore in a desperate attempt to gain attention or some form of companionship, even if it is for a short moment of arguing mindlessly, I will say something negative I don't actually mean, in order to get someone to respond. I'm terribly lonely.