>>7783035>I lived a shitty life, I made a lot of shitty mistakesAnd you're how old? You sound barely 20-something, so exactly what life have you lived to this point that you have exactly zero opportunities left to still make changes and turn things around to try to improve your situation?
>I live with a shitty familySo? Instead of moping about online 24/7/365 trying to drag total strangers into your potentially life-altering mistakes, turn off the PC, get off your ass, get out of the house and go for a walk occasionally, get a job, maybe make some friends, and then move out of home to somewhere far from your family's influence if they're really that bad.
Oh, and while you're working on all that, maybe also go get some professional help, because I'm guessing you either didn't try that yet, or you did but quickly gave up on it before giving it a chance, perhaps because you weren't being honest with yourself and/or the therapist.
