>>8001897Fuck that hits hard.
Pink guy, this one funny guy, who got is through so much shit with his humor, now just stands there depressed.
I can relate, i used to be the funny guy everywhere i went, and i don't mean it in the pathetic way, i wasn't a clown, because very often people would invite me to drinks, events, parties, houses, etc.
So i genuinely felt good about myself, i get to be myself, and people like me for it, but the more time passed the more the people started to drift away from eachother, all i ever wanted was for us to stay together.
The moment of realization is when i saw my 2nd best friend at the supermarket a few months ago, he was always the laid back and positive type of guy, an amazing dude, I've lost count of how many nights we spent watching movies and playing vidya.
But when i saw him, wrinkles, dark rings beneath his eyes, a 2000 mile stare, i reminded him of all the times we spent, he smiled and chuckled a little bit, but quickly it faded.
I myself am thankfully not alone, i still have a good handful of people who i know will never separate from me, but the fact that I've lost anyone at all eats me from inside out.
I feel that, worse, i know that feel.
